A young bull
Lay in the ravine
Grazing on grass
Not making a scene
A young bull
Just laying all day
Until parasites, like children,
Came out to play
They came in flocks
Disdain in mind
With only one idea
To destroy their mind
The young bull
Surprised with awe
Despite internal thoughts
Kept sealed, his jaw
Like fire and wind
The thoughts spread with ease
Leaving the bull
Not knowing what to believe
Should I give in?
To their wrath like a victim
Or should I endure
With my thoughts I’m conflicted
I think of something
It’s on the tip of my tongue
The decisiveness of it all
Unraveling my mind till it’s undone
The bull kept quiet
Enraged and distraught
Like all he had known
Was lost and forgot
Until he realized
The strength in his fleece
And like a treaty of life
He had come to peace
That in this very world
A world of great sin
He would have to succumb now
If he ever wanted to win
Statement
For my narrative, I decided to use a bull as a metaphor for my friend Khair, who is African American. In the poem, the bull faces trouble from a parasite, who tries to influence him and take over his mind. In this, its a parallel to how my friend experienced racism from the men at the basketball court. At the court, the men would make comments about how Khair has more “natural hops” and how he’s “naturally more athletic” because of his skin color. To me, it sounds like the men were older and maybe that was just how they were raised. That to them, it was okay to say those things. However, my friend told me that the events at the basketball court rattled and changed his opinion of how black men are viewed in modern America, and how surprising it was to see how the older generation of white men viewed younger African Americans, and in general, and how somewhat attacking it was. My friend was dazed, but ultimately had to come to the conclusion that fighting back, and arguing about the situation would only lessen the view of African Americans in white men’s mind. So he decided to stay silent, and allow the men to say what they had to, knowing that in the future, things will be different with movements such as Black Lives Matter, and a new wave of progressive leaders.